You can do it!

Dear Meagan,

Hey girl hey :) So I heard you have been super tired lately... you said you think it may be your kidney. Honestly, the vitamin D levels may be playing into it as well.  Either way, they are both fixable!  The vitamin D is already on the way to getting better and mom is figuring out when this surgery is going to happen to get your kidneys back on track!

Here's the deal, I know you are feeling kind of tired and you are unsure of your schedule this semester with this pending surgery.  However, we don't know when the surgery will be, so you have to keep living your life and fulfilling your responsibilities until the surgery.  So tomorrow make sure to go to your writing class and explain to your teacher that you have an upcoming surgery, but you still want to attend class until you have it.  Who knows, you may only be out a couple of days and still be able to finish the semester.

All I know is that you started making FORWARD progress and we should definitely keep it that up.  Look at all you've been through, you made it through the entire last semester with your kidney and back pain, you can do this one too! Promise!

Meagan I could write and write and write until my fingers fall off but in the end YOU made the decision to move forward and YOU have to be the one who makes sure that you follow through with that decision!  If you are feeling tired, then you need to figure out why and get on track to fixing it.  However, in the mean time you should definitely keep carrying on and fulfilling your dream of finishing your degree!

You can do this- keep pushing forward! I love you!

XOXO,

Brooke